I hate trying to explain to my friends how I feel
the phrase "I don't feel real" doesn't mean anything to them.
the word "fuzzy" doesn't make sense
It makes me feel crazy
I tried to convince myself that I don't need smoking
It was a lie
I do
I just can't handle this
I just can't handle what it's like on the inside
the only reason I'm not smoking right now is because I'm all out
& I haven't had the chance to go out of state
Thank god I'm turning 19 this month.
I think I'm skipping my first class tomorrow (...today?)
I feel sick
I feel weird
blahhhhhhhh
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