when you're still lying

I think I'm alone

I just don't know if it's because I don't let people get close to me or
if it's because they don't want to

I'm afraid to find out the answer

I'm sick
and I have the irking feeling that I deserve it

Things to do
quit smoking (hah)
finish my already late paper
find out if I'm going to fail my computer art class because I never show up
some other things i can't think of right now

I somehow got a 95 on my political science presentation
I thought I bombed it
I was shaking like Michael J Fox

oh and I want to see the new Guillermo del Toro movie
link