dead end.

4 years ago I moved from a little town surrounded by fields
40 minutes away to suburbia
and it's been a roller coaster ever since

When I was 12 I learned not to trust anyone
especially those closest to you
they're the ones that will hurt you the most
I guess that's why I call myself "Jaded."
Why I don't have the guts to give my name I don't know

"Jaded." needs to make new friends
"Jaded."'s best friend is leaving her next year
with no regrets

there are 2 sides to me
ones a butterfly
the other is a moth

I can be social, witty, and interesting
I can be a wallflower. I can be just another face.

Usually I take the latter

I need to stop ruining my own life