I don't sleep
I've posted about it before a few entries below actually...
but not sleeping never gets easier
even if you know exactly why

I'm thinking about switching teams
Boys aren't working out
I get hit on frequently by girls
He is a lost cause
I think he tries to make me upset
I think he tries to make me cry
I think he has issues beyond anything I can try to "fix"
People don't change
No matter what kind of bullshit they try to feed you in movies

He got an apartment
He gets drunk all the time
He's just like my dad
He says the same types of things to me my father says

They always say women go for the same type of guy as their father
so true

I swear I'm going to run errands today

I swear I'm going to change
as much as I say it can't happen
I'm really going to try